Entry no. 1682837495

Original post on lifejournal.work: January 16, 2022 @ 11:56 PM
Title: Site created

04262023 @ 18:48:33
Site Created

Wrote on 7:03 am on April 27, 2023
Log #1682603564

Why do I do the things that I do. Are the things that I do good or bad? How do I know if the things for which I do are good or bad? How can I determine if the things that I do are good or bad?

My Mamang (Mum/Mom) told me, you will know if you are doing something that is good, when you feel good about what you are doing. When you are doing something bad, you will not only from the bad feeling you feel in what you are doing, or about to do, but your thinking will also be in chaos in trying to rationalize why you are doing something bad.

Not complicated, true or false, on or off! The only thing that is complicated is why I will do something bad, even though I know that is bad, but I do the thing anyway and I receive nothing but pain and misery from the action taken. 🙁

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Entry no. 1682835480

au·to·di·dact

noun: autodidact
plural noun: autodidacts
noun: auto-didact
plural noun: auto-didacts

a self-taught person.

Origin

mid 16th century (as autodidacton ): via Latin from Greek autodidaktos ‘self-taught’, from autos ‘self’ + didaskein ‘teach’.

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Entry no. 1682834496

i·dle

adjective: idle
comparative adjective: idler
superlative adjective: idlest

  1. (of a person) avoiding work; lazy.
    • (of a person) not working; unemployed.
    • (especially of a machine or factory) not active or in use.
    • (of time) characterized by inaction or absence of significant activity.
    • (of money) held in cash or in accounts paying no interest.
  2. without purpose or effect; pointless.
    • (especially of a threat or boast) without foundation.

verb: idle
3rd person present: idles
past tense: idled
past participle: idled
gerund or present participle: idling

  1. spend time doing nothing.
    • move aimlessly or lazily.
    • North American
      take out of use or employment.
  2. (of an engine) run slowly while disconnected from a load or out of gear.
    • cause (an engine) to idle.

Origin

Old English īdel ‘empty, useless’, of West Germanic origin; related to Dutch ijdel ‘vain, frivolous, useless’ and German eitel ‘bare, worthless’.

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Entry no. 1682809600

ex·traor·di·nar·y

/ikˈstrôrd(ə)nˌerē,ˌekstrəˈôrdnˌerē/

noun: extraordinary
noun: extra-ordinary
plural noun: extraordinaries
plural noun: extra-ordinaries
adjective: extraordinary
adjective: extra-ordinary

very unusual or remarkable.

  • unusually great.
  • (of a meeting) specially convened.
  • (of an official) additional; specially employed.

Origin


late Middle English: from Latin extraordinarius, from extra ordinem ‘outside the normal course of events’.

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Entry no. 1682809404

sane

adjective: sane
comparative adjective: saner
superlative adjective: sanest

(of a person) of sound mind; not mad or mentally ill.

  • (of an undertaking or manner) reasonable; sensible.

Origin

early 17th century: from Latin sanus ‘healthy’

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Entry no. 1682809106

ap·pren·tice

noun: apprentice
plural noun: apprentices

a person who is learning a trade from a skilled employer, having agreed to work for a fixed period at low wages.

  • a beginner at something.
  • verb: apprentice; 3rd person present: apprentices; past tense: apprenticed; past participle: apprenticed; gerund or present participle: apprenticing

    employ (someone) as an apprentice.

    • North American
      serve as an apprentice.

    Origin

    Middle English: from Old French aprentis (from apprendre ‘learn’, from Latin apprehendere ‘apprehend’), on the pattern of words ending in -tis, -tif, from Latin -tivus (see -ive).

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    Entry no. 1682808786

    certified

    adjective: certified

    officially recognized as possessing certain qualifications or meeting certain standards.

    cer·ti·fy

    verb
    past tense: certified
    past participle: certified

    attest or confirm in a formal statement.

    • officially recognize (someone or something) as possessing certain qualifications or meeting certain standards.
    • officially declare insane.

    Origin

    Middle English: from Old French certifier, from late Latin certificare, from Latin certus ‘certain’.

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    Entry no. 1682808639

    in·vin·ci·ble

    adjective: invincible

    too powerful to be defeated or overcome.

    Origin

    late Middle English (earlier than vincible ): via Old French from Latin invincibilis, from in- ‘not’ + vincibilis (see vincible).

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    Entry no. 1682808352

    cha·os

    noun: chaos
    plural noun: chaoses

    complete disorder and confusion.

    • Physics
      behavior so unpredictable as to appear random, owing to great sensitivity to small changes in conditions.
    • the formless matter supposed to have existed before the creation of the universe.
    • Greek Mythology
      the first created being, from which came the primeval deities Gaia, Tartarus, Erebus, and Nyx.
      noun: Chaos

    Origin

    late 15th century (denoting a gaping void or chasm, later formless primordial matter): via French and Latin from Greek khaos ‘vast chasm, void’.

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    Entry no. 1682806516

    bro·ken

    verb
    past participle of break1.
    adjective: broken

    1. having been fractured or damaged and no longer in one piece or in working order.
      • (of a marriage or other long-term relationship) having ended.
      • denoting a family in which the parents are divorced or separated.
      • (of a person) having given up all hope; despairing.
    2. having breaks or gaps in continuity.
      • (of speech or a language) spoken falteringly, as if overcome by emotion, or with many mistakes, as by a foreigner.
    3. having an uneven and rough surface.

    break1

    verb
    past participle: broken

    1. separate or cause to separate into pieces as a result of a blow, shock, or strain.
      • sustain an injury involving the fracture of a bone or bones in a part of the body.
      • cause a cut or graze in (the skin).
      • make or become inoperative.
      • (of the amniotic fluid surrounding a fetus) be or cause to be discharged when the sac is ruptured in the first stages of labor.
      • informal
        open (a safe) forcibly.
      • use (a piece of paper currency) to pay for something and receive change out of the transaction.
      • (of two boxers or wrestlers) come out of a clinch, especially at the referee’s command.
      • unfurl (a flag or sail).
      • succeed in deciphering (a code).
      • open (a shotgun or rifle) at the breech.
      • disprove (an alibi).
      • invalidate (a will) through legal process.
    2. interrupt (a sequence, course, or continuous state).
      • put an end to (a silence) by speaking or making contact.
      • British
        make a pause in (a journey).
      • stop proceedings in order to have a pause or vacation.
      • lessen the impact of (a fall).
      • put an end to (a tie in a game) by making a score.
      • disconnect or interrupt (an electrical circuit).
      • stop oneself from engaging in (a habitual practice).
      • surpass (a record).
    3. fail to observe (a law, regulation, or agreement).
      • fail to continue with (a self-imposed discipline).
    4. crush the emotional strength, spirit, or resistance of.
      • (of a person’s emotional strength) give way.
      • destroy the power of (a movement or organization).
      • destroy the effectiveness of (a strike), typically by bringing in other people to replace the striking workers.
      • tame or train (a horse).
    5. (of the weather) change suddenly.
      • (of a storm) begin violently.
      • (of dawn or day) begin with the sun rising.
      • (of clouds) move apart and begin to disperse.
      • (of waves) curl over and dissolve into foam.
      • (of the voice) falter and change tone, due to emotion.
      • (of a boy’s voice) change in tone and register at puberty.
      • Phonetics
        (of a vowel) develop into a diphthong, under the influence of an adjacent sound.
      • (of prices on the stock exchange) fall sharply.
      • make the first stroke at the beginning of a game of billiards, pool, or snooker.
    6. (of news or a scandal) suddenly become public.
      • make bad news known to (someone).
    7. (chiefly of an attacking player or team, or of a military force) make a rush or dash in a particular direction.
      • (of a pitched baseball) curve or drop on its way toward the batter.
      • (of a bowled cricket ball) change direction on bouncing, due to spin.
      • (of a ball) rebound unpredictably.

    Origin

    Old English brecan (verb), of Germanic origin; related to Dutch breken and German brechen, from an Indo-European root shared by Latin frangere ‘to break’.

    #broken