Entry no. 1682806516

bro·ken

verb
past participle of break1.
adjective: broken

  1. having been fractured or damaged and no longer in one piece or in working order.
    • (of a marriage or other long-term relationship) having ended.
    • denoting a family in which the parents are divorced or separated.
    • (of a person) having given up all hope; despairing.
  2. having breaks or gaps in continuity.
    • (of speech or a language) spoken falteringly, as if overcome by emotion, or with many mistakes, as by a foreigner.
  3. having an uneven and rough surface.

break1

verb
past participle: broken

  1. separate or cause to separate into pieces as a result of a blow, shock, or strain.
    • sustain an injury involving the fracture of a bone or bones in a part of the body.
    • cause a cut or graze in (the skin).
    • make or become inoperative.
    • (of the amniotic fluid surrounding a fetus) be or cause to be discharged when the sac is ruptured in the first stages of labor.
    • informal
      open (a safe) forcibly.
    • use (a piece of paper currency) to pay for something and receive change out of the transaction.
    • (of two boxers or wrestlers) come out of a clinch, especially at the referee’s command.
    • unfurl (a flag or sail).
    • succeed in deciphering (a code).
    • open (a shotgun or rifle) at the breech.
    • disprove (an alibi).
    • invalidate (a will) through legal process.
  2. interrupt (a sequence, course, or continuous state).
    • put an end to (a silence) by speaking or making contact.
    • British
      make a pause in (a journey).
    • stop proceedings in order to have a pause or vacation.
    • lessen the impact of (a fall).
    • put an end to (a tie in a game) by making a score.
    • disconnect or interrupt (an electrical circuit).
    • stop oneself from engaging in (a habitual practice).
    • surpass (a record).
  3. fail to observe (a law, regulation, or agreement).
    • fail to continue with (a self-imposed discipline).
  4. crush the emotional strength, spirit, or resistance of.
    • (of a person’s emotional strength) give way.
    • destroy the power of (a movement or organization).
    • destroy the effectiveness of (a strike), typically by bringing in other people to replace the striking workers.
    • tame or train (a horse).
  5. (of the weather) change suddenly.
    • (of a storm) begin violently.
    • (of dawn or day) begin with the sun rising.
    • (of clouds) move apart and begin to disperse.
    • (of waves) curl over and dissolve into foam.
    • (of the voice) falter and change tone, due to emotion.
    • (of a boy’s voice) change in tone and register at puberty.
    • Phonetics
      (of a vowel) develop into a diphthong, under the influence of an adjacent sound.
    • (of prices on the stock exchange) fall sharply.
    • make the first stroke at the beginning of a game of billiards, pool, or snooker.
  6. (of news or a scandal) suddenly become public.
    • make bad news known to (someone).
  7. (chiefly of an attacking player or team, or of a military force) make a rush or dash in a particular direction.
    • (of a pitched baseball) curve or drop on its way toward the batter.
    • (of a bowled cricket ball) change direction on bouncing, due to spin.
    • (of a ball) rebound unpredictably.

Origin

Old English brecan (verb), of Germanic origin; related to Dutch breken and German brechen, from an Indo-European root shared by Latin frangere ‘to break’.

#broken

Entry no. 1682805904

Original post on incognito.im: January 16, 2022 @ 11:56 PM
Title: Site created

Site up!
Monday, January 17, 2022

wrote on January 17, 2022 @ 2:49 AM
I watched the complete four season series of “You.” There are 10 episodes per season, and each episode is an hour. Which means I used 30 hours to watch this series and could have used that time to better myself. Why do I keep doing this to myself? I keep procrastinating! I do not have much time left, I am human. Time is finite. Time to really get my act together and get obsessed on what I want to have for my future.

wrote on January 18, 2022 @ 4:59 AM
I leased procrastinator.im. I transferred/moved procrastinator.work to procrastinator.im. I did a DNS forward of procrastinator.work to procrastinator.im. Total time taken, about 2 hours.

I must stop procrastinating, and for me to do this, I must stay consistent…

2022 is the year I make that change!

wrote on January 18, 2022 @ 10:40 PM
What did I do today?
I will provide an update after I meditate.

Update @ 23:48
Woke up at 3:30 AM, started the day well, put away the dishes, made coffee. While the coffee was brewing, I started to sort my study plan. AND that was about as productive as I got. Ate and slept most of the day. 🙁

I have to kick this addiction to procrastination. I really want to succeed in life, have a business that I can pass on to my Wife and Kids if they choose to want to carry on… BUT at the pace I am going, I will leave nothing by scorched earth.

wrote on January 19, 2022 @ 12:11 AM
I feel really lost. No direction. I look at domain names to maybe spark the fire and get me excited and build something that will bring in money, but zilch, nada, goose egg. My diet is nonexistent, I am overweight, my financials is just as bad as my weight. My credit score is exceptionally great, above 800, but that is only because I have been paying off all the balances each month. What I need to do is stop charging! So this puts the spending in the same category as my weight. I wonder if I fix my weight problem, if that will trickle through to fix my financials? Hmmm.. I will try.

Currently I have close to 400 domain names. I am still wondering in how to turn them into a business. Right now, the domain names are just draining my bank account. 🤬

My current life is like a leaky faucet and I have to fix this issue as soon as possible, because if I do not, the situation is only going to get worse!

wrote on January 19, 2022 @ 6:30 AM
Let me squeeze the juice of our this day!

wrote on January 20, 2022 @ 12:06 AM
No matter how good my intentions, I seem to fail. I continue to sabotage myself. I keep watching television and movies on Netflix, Amazon, and downloads. I am listening to a book recording, the Procrastination Equation. One of the tips is to get ahead of things that will make me procrastinate. I believe I can implement today. I have so much on my plate, yet have not started to eat.

Just have to say no to the things that stop my forward progress! I must get out this year or I will be stuck forever. I do not want to die with the dream still inside me…

wrote on January 20, 2022 @ 12:16 AM
Inch by inch, life is a cinch. Yard by yard, life is hard.
When things are too big, break down to the littlest possible portion.
Keep doing what I have been doing and I will keep getting what I have been getting.

wrote on January 20, 2022 @ 8:43 PM
I am putting a list together to schedule my learning.
Java, PHP, MySQL/MSSQL/Postgres, Python, FCC, TOP, GIT, DP-300

Java, Postgres, App Dev: Required for Degree
DP-300: Microsoft Certification
Python, FCC, TOP, GIT: Personal Skill

wrote on January 21, 2022 @ 10:50 PM
I do not feel well… Lately the little lump on my forehead has started to cause pain. My stomach has been hurting. I am being optimistic, that may be just something I ate, or a bug. But I have made a doctor’s appointment. If I did not think that I had much time before, I think that my time has just shrunk…

#incognito

Entry no. 1682805338

in·cog·ni·to

adjective: incognito
(of a person) having one’s true identity concealed.

adverb: incognito
in a way that conceals one’s true identity.

noun: incognito
plural noun: incognitos
an assumed or false identity.

Origin

mid 17th century: from Italian, literally ‘unknown’, from Latin incognitus, from in- ‘not’ + cognitus (past participle of cognoscere ‘know’).

#incognito

Entry no. 1682801341

fi·nite

adjective: finite

  1. having limits or bounds.
    • not infinitely small.
  2. Grammar
    (of a verb form) having a specific tense, number, and person.

Origin

#finite

Entry no. 1682800873

au·then·tic

adjective: authentic

  1. of undisputed origin; genuine.
    • made or done in the traditional or original way, or in a way that faithfully resembles an original.
    • based on facts; accurate or reliable.
    • (in existentialist philosophy) relating to or denoting an emotionally appropriate, significant, purposive, and responsible mode of human life.
  2. Music
    (of a church mode) comprising the notes lying between the principal note or final and the note an octave higher.

Origin

#authentic

Entry no. 1682800496

prod·i·gy

noun: prodigy
plural noun: prodigies

• a person, especially a young one, endowed with exceptional qualities or abilities.
• an impressive or outstanding example of a particular quality.
• an amazing or unusual thing, especially one out of the ordinary course of nature.

Origin

#prodigy

Entry no. 1682799757

con·sist·ent

adjective: consistent

• acting or done in the same way over time, especially so as to be fair or accurate.
• unchanging in nature, standard, or effect over time.
• compatible or in agreement with something.

Origin

#consistent

Entry no. 1682799503

im·pos·tor

noun: impostor
plural noun: impostors
noun: imposter
plural noun: imposters

• a person who pretends to be someone else in order to deceive others, especially for fraudulent gain.

Origin

#impostor, #imposter

Entry no. 1682798928

monk

noun: monk
plural noun: monks

• a member of a religious community of men typically living under vows of poverty, chastity, and obedience.

Origin

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Entry no. 1682798712

as·pi·ra·tion

noun: aspiration
plural noun: aspirations

• a hope or ambition of achieving something.
• Medicine
the action or process of drawing breath.
• Phonetics
the action of pronouncing a sound with an exhalation of breath.

Origin

#aspiration